so true

last friday i started my school day.and all my activity. everything was very ok. but nothing special.
not too much. new classmate was very good to me and so friendly.

i have been thinking so long for what i'm goling to do next. i hope everything i do will get good result.

all my tuition starts on monday. freakin lazyy. surely.

dont ever look back

night everyone.
well, it's really hard to believe that time flies so fast.
btw last night i had a very special dinner with big family.
really special dinner with them.
:)

so, i dont know what to tell ya.
i just describing my feel now,
i feel stupid idiot of thinking him. what he said to me last night. i'm totally regret what i have did about 3 years ago.
i feel i'm so crime. i'm too stupid.
but my friends told me, you can't turn the time. like 3 years ago,
for now, you must change every single thing that ever you did, and it's wrong.
and don't ever look back.

well, very big thanks to my friend. you were open my eyes, and made me feel better.
and about tomorrow, i don't know.
so byee

late morning, early afternoon

heyy, nothing too much to say.
today mom and i gonna go to plkry
too see new stuffs for sell. for this very long holiday, i'm selling lot of girl's things.
like necklace,bracelet,rings, and so on.
but for make sure. please guys, kindly check my online shop on facebook.
Fortune lavie shop (joan-jo@live.com)

for this morning, too many question flying around my head.
first, why people are so unfair? i mean, they never think before they do things, that can make other people hurt.
they do whatever they like. heyy dude, you are not living alone.
did your mom teach how to behave well? if it not, let me show you .
enough for this kind of people. i wish they could change their behaviour.

so, tonight my grandma birthday treat.
i dont know where the place. but surely, eat a lot for tonight.
i'm going now. see yaa !

you and me and them

well it has been a long time i havent been updating my blog
tons of story to tell ya
first i'm not junior high student anymore.
and i'm sure, everything gonna change,start from my lifestyle,my style,my life,my friends,and my love story.
yeah, lovestory anyway, i just thought that i'm too young of having relationship.
it's too hard for me to keep a relation.
boys are complicated, ithink.
they come and go just like a wind. (some of them)
maybe having a friendship is much much better for my age.
do everything we wanted to.
nothing to worry about. feel like enjoy our life.
yeahhh. in my age now, i dont want to mess the thing up because having a boyfriend.
and of course my mom and dad won't let me having relation with guy, yes. they afraid i'm not focus with my stuffs, like school,study,my life as student.
sometimes i can envy with my friends with their boyfriend. hanging out,bbming,take care of each other.
but surely, at the end. you will feel regret and regret.
trust me, i have felt it maybe thousand times!
and guess what, i just realized now, it's tooo late.
stupid me stupid me stupid me!
and how's life?
fun,boring sometimes, but everything still good,
i enjoy my life. and how about you?
tell me your story, or we can be friend.
simple. just follow me on twitter @JoannaGoslim

so bye thennnn see yaaaa on the next post :)

hey everyone.

well well well i'm kinda busy nowadays. yeahhh i'm working for this veryy long holiday. working with my mother of course. and you know what? i have a good news, very good news. to share with yaa.

i will continue later. pretty promise :)

Bali

hello fellas !!!
this cny new year i was spend it in bali.
yeahh, it was soooooo amazing, you guys should come to bali, and you will fall with it.
and this was some picture i would like to share. check it out !!

kuta beach <3with my cousin

regards,

Joanna

Lenka's (the snow)

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
i don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried, and i don't know why...

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot
To be something i'm not
I'm a fool out of love
'Cause i just can't get enough...

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
i don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried, and i don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know i've got to let it go...
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And synchronise in time
It's a joke, nobody knows
They've got a ticket to the show....

(i want my money back, just enjoy the show)

dakota fanning

DAKOTA FANNING ♥

idk why i just like her style <3

wish and hope

this are some picture i like the most3>

i want this kind of hair >

im wishing for this one. >
and this one



and this one <3>

new year is coming up

sorry because it has been a long long time that i never updated my blog (:
new year is coming up. yes, so many wishes that can never be told.

wishes in my life :

1. i want people around me life happily
2. my parents have a good health
3. i get polaroid
4. i wish my hair could be fabulous one day
5. i can move to somewhere and it should be fantastic place
6. i wish someone will know that i care about him
7. i wish i'm awesome hahaha
and many moree

so how about yours?? (:

love
-Joanna

100 things about me ( Re-post )

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. Last beverage: Mineral Water
2. Last phone call : my sister , kiki
3. Last text message: steven wijaya
4. Last song you listened to : lady gaga- poker face
5. Last time you cried: i forget

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: absolutely yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never had a kiss
9. Lost someone special: yes, 2 years ago
10. Been depressed: almost everyday
11. Been drunk and threw up: never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. white
13. yellow
14. pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yes ! of course.
16. Fallen out of love: idk with my feeling
17. Laughed until you cried: ever, twice maybe?
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah. (:
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no (:
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NO
22. How many people on your friends list do you know: idk
23. How many kids do you want?: idk
24. Do you have any pets: no. but i want to have one.
25. Do you want to change your name: NO
26. What did you do for your last birthday: make a wish (:
27. What time did you wake up today: 7 i'm almost late for school.
28. What were you doing at midnight: sharing on twitter
29. Name something you can't wait for: new school? senior high?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: i'm looking for her (:

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my past
32. eyes color: black
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tommy?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: him
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, twitter, blogger
36. Whats your real name: Joanna goslim
37. Nicknames: JoJo
38. Relationship Status: single prefect
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary school: HK
42. Secondary school: HK
43. High school/college/university?: idk . but maybe i'll move to sutomo 1 next year (:
44. Hair color: black
45. Long or short: long

46. Height: 158
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes and he's the one :)
48: What do you like about yourself?: everything. (:
49. Piercings: nope
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: never
54. First best friend: tommy
55. First sport you joined: no
56. First vacation: jakarta
58. First pair of trainers: never

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: no
60. Drinking:no
61. I'm about to: reply his chat
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: someone's text

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: idk.
65. Get Married?: not really
66. Career?: yes!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses : both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: huh?
73. Sensitive or loud: loud!
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a strange : no!
77. Drank hard liquor: no!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no!
80. Broken someone's heart: I guess yes.
83. Turned someone down: maybe
84. Cried when someone died: im not remember
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes !
87. Miracles: yes i do
88. Love at first sight : yes i do
89. Heaven: yesssss
90. Santa Claus: no, i dont
91. Kiss on the first date: no!
92. Angels: maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never
95. Did you sing today?: yes. i was singing justin bieber's song
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: YES YES YEEESSSS
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : 2 years ago
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: idk
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes, sometimes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: YES (: (:

sorry for a long time. i know you miss me

omg, it has been a long time that i'm not updating my blog.
sorry peeps.
i have just finished my examination. yeahh.
not too bad, i can past it perfectly. (:
and then me and others made a party.
having fun, telling a joke, talking each other, cooking, singing, playing.
really really a lot of fun i got. (:

oke, that's all. by the way people. do you mind to follow my twitter? @JoannaGoslim
thank's :*

i hate junior high school life

everything is terrible. my life. my school.
i want to leave my life as soon as possible.
i have planned that i will move from this fcuking school.
my school just like graveyard for me.
my friends? just a few of them that can be trust. others? no way.
i hate those people that can't keep their mouth shut up.
oh god, can you make time move faster? i want to change my life. leave the old me. and be my new me.
that's it.
anyway, my final examination is coming up.
i'm not ready of course. maybe i will start study tonight.
wish me luck then. your single wish, really help me :)
and about my friend, him. you know who. if you dont. read my previous post.
you will know who is he. :)
i'm not really hoping. but just him that help me to do something with cold mind.
really cheer me up. for him, i just want to say. thanks for being such good friend.
:)



love,
Joanna

Love is ?

Happiness, Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.

Wonder, where is love, there is wonder

Dream, love is just like a dream. that make people never want to wake up from their sleep.

Life, no love no life. do you think so? hmm

illusion , sometime love is just illusion, . i mean, when we realized that's love is just illusion. we start to cry and get hurt.

Hope, when you hope , you start to dream.

Everything , because of love, you give your everything. just for love.

Just word, easy to say. hard to be proved.

Drug, when you get hurt, you need love to fix your heart :)

Pain, love is pain. get hurt and cry. fall in love. get hurt and cry. again again.

Nothing, love is nothing without YOU



love,
Joanna

sunday night

i'm sitting in front of my laptop
writing to all of you
kinda bored, so i guess maybe blogging can help me to kill the boredom. :)
tomorrow i will start my day with smile. (yeah.. if i can, i try huh)
oke.
to the point aja ya. haha
tonight i wanna share about someone. yeah. not my boyfriend or what.
just my friend. he is nice. a kind of really really talkactive person.
intelligent? i guess not really . but that's why i love to chat with him.
maybe only him can make me laugh to tears now.
but i feel something different, i mean , i just like go back to the past and doing something same with someone different.
like 2 years ago. with you know who.
oke. i'm not going to continue this one. cause i think my past is really really painful.
but this guy is really friendly. such a good friend. good to be a friend, good to be brother. and also good to be an enemy. joke.
honestly just him that always can kill my boredom, can understand what i'm feel.
that's all.
he's really good friend. i love you god that already give me such a good friend. and give me him to forget my past.
thanks. :)


love,
Joanna

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i tired of hoping

doing something stupid in my life. HOPING.
i hate hoping too much. cause the end of hoping just pain. a ton of pains.
i feel so sick of it.
sometimes i think life is not fair.
what other people want, they get it. but me? just hoping all day, but what i get?
NOTHING.
yeah. dear god, i just want my life is full of happiness like before. just that. like 2 years ago i mean.
i know i can't go back to the past and change everything.
but please god, i just need feel happy. that's all i need.
but i will still hoping. no matter what. maybe it's not the time.
but i believe the time will come soon.
i believe :)




love,
Joanna

sometimes school's better than home

yeah, you know what i mean. or maybe you feel the same like what i feel.
i didn't know what i have to do , my parents and all my family always judge me.
everything i do always wrong. Home = Hell .

everyday i wish that i could out from medan as soon as possible.
but it's just a dream i think. cause i'm just 15 years old. and still at junior high school.
yeah.. in other way, most of people think in my age, i can do nothing. but i think they are wrong.
i can earn money if want to. yeah. although not too much, but i can save it up for my future.
just study didn't make anything if we don't work hard.

i hate being like this. *sigh
oke. just forget about it. and i want to tell ya about today. today was nice. i met my friends, laugh , talk and many more.
how about you? kinda know me more? just follow my twitter. @JoannaGoslim
well, by the way. my twitter couldn't sign in on my blackberry. i dont know why. but it's doesn't work.
i tried to reinstall it. but it's useless. stupid twitter.




love,
Joanna

fairy odd parents

heyy. do you remember who they are??

yeah. they are timmy, wanda . and cosmoo.
The Fairly OddParents is a story about the adventures of Timmy Turner, who is granted fairy godparents named Cosmo and Wanda.

Timmy Turner is a 10-year-old boy who lives in the town of Dimmsdale with his dim-witted parents. His life is constantly miserable, due to the fact that his parents are rarely home and he is babysat by Vicky, a 16 year old torturous babysitter, he is bullied daily, and is also tortured by his teacher. But everything changes when he receives two fairy godparents: Cosmo and Wanda, and later their son, Poof. Timmy learns that his fairy godparents are capable of granting him any wish he wants within certain limits. However, Timmy's immature nature causes him to sometimes ask for wishes that unintentionally result in disaster, and he and his fairy godparents (and fairy godbrother) must find a way to "unwish" the wish.

Over the course of the series, Timmy also makes many enemies. At the beginning, Vicky was a main, and apparently only, antagonist, as the series progressed, however, more villains were added. For example, his teacher, Mr. Crocker, firmly believes in fairy godparents and has been searching for them for a very long time, suspecting that Timmy has fairy godparents. He is dangerous to Timmy because according to "Da Rules", a large rulebook that defines what children can and cannot wish for and how fairy godparents must behave, if the child reveals that he has fairies, or if someone discovers their fairies, he will lose his fairies forever. At his school, he is often bullied by Francis, a miserable kid who claims to be the toughest kid in school. Jorgen Von Strangle, an enormous and tough fairy with a German accent, often described like Arnold Schwarzenegger, personally dislikes Timmy and his fairies. Although, in "Teeth for Two" he states Cosmo and Wanda are his closest friends, claiming he punches many others.

now these are some picture of them. enjoy :)

Monday and tuesday.

Monday -8 november 2010

my grandma was home. came back from penang.
i was so happy. so i visited her house on monday.
yeah. i mean, she is sick now. she has tumor in her brain.
as her grandchild, i'm so worry about her.
but one thing that can really make me smile just when she called my name .
i guess she would forget my name . but exactly im wrong.
after that mom and i went home , and dad drove us.
so after that i hit my bed. and sleep until the sun was rise in the next morning.

Tuesday or i mean today -9 november 2010

today was great, but of course with a lot of tuiton.
hehe. today i shared my secret to my besties. yeah.
about someone that really really help me to forget about him. you know who.
they was shocked. they don't trust me it will be work. but let us see.
but let me tell ya. i'm not in love with this guy. but i think he's such a good friend. or maybe bestfriend. but i don't know if maybe yeah. one day he will be my emmm. you know what i mean la. haha.
forget about it. so now i'm sitting in front of my computer and typing stupid .
i haven't took a bath yet. smell good huh?
haha.
maybe enough for today.
bye.


love,
Joanna <3