everything is terrible. my life. my school.
i want to leave my life as soon as possible.
i have planned that i will move from this fcuking school.
my school just like graveyard for me.
my friends? just a few of them that can be trust. others? no way.
i hate those people that can't keep their mouth shut up.
oh god, can you make time move faster? i want to change my life. leave the old me. and be my new me.
that's it.
anyway, my final examination is coming up.
i'm not ready of course. maybe i will start study tonight.
wish me luck then. your single wish, really help me :)
and about my friend, him. you know who. if you dont. read my previous post.
you will know who is he. :)
i'm not really hoping. but just him that help me to do something with cold mind.
really cheer me up. for him, i just want to say. thanks for being such good friend.
:)
love,
Joanna
Selasa, 16 November 2010
Senin, 15 November 2010
Love is ?
Happiness, Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.Wonder, where is love, there is wonder
Dream, love is just like a dream. that make people never want to wake up from their sleep.
Life, no love no life. do you think so? hmm
illusion , sometime love is just illusion, . i mean, when we realized that's love is just illusion. we start to cry and get hurt.
Hope, when you hope , you start to dream.
Everything , because of love, you give your everything. just for love.
Just word, easy to say. hard to be proved.
Drug, when you get hurt, you need love to fix your heart :)
Pain, love is pain. get hurt and cry. fall in love. get hurt and cry. again again.
Nothing, love is nothing without YOU
love,
Joanna
Minggu, 14 November 2010
sunday night
i'm sitting in front of my laptop
writing to all of you
kinda bored, so i guess maybe blogging can help me to kill the boredom. :)
tomorrow i will start my day with smile. (yeah.. if i can, i try huh)
oke.
to the point aja ya. haha
tonight i wanna share about someone. yeah. not my boyfriend or what.
just my friend. he is nice. a kind of really really talkactive person.
intelligent? i guess not really . but that's why i love to chat with him.
maybe only him can make me laugh to tears now.
but i feel something different, i mean , i just like go back to the past and doing something same with someone different.
like 2 years ago. with you know who.
oke. i'm not going to continue this one. cause i think my past is really really painful.
but this guy is really friendly. such a good friend. good to be a friend, good to be brother. and also good to be an enemy. joke.
honestly just him that always can kill my boredom, can understand what i'm feel.
that's all.
he's really good friend. i love you god that already give me such a good friend. and give me him to forget my past.
thanks. :)
love,
Joanna
writing to all of you
kinda bored, so i guess maybe blogging can help me to kill the boredom. :)
tomorrow i will start my day with smile. (yeah.. if i can, i try huh)
oke.
to the point aja ya. haha
tonight i wanna share about someone. yeah. not my boyfriend or what.
just my friend. he is nice. a kind of really really talkactive person.
intelligent? i guess not really . but that's why i love to chat with him.
maybe only him can make me laugh to tears now.
but i feel something different, i mean , i just like go back to the past and doing something same with someone different.
like 2 years ago. with you know who.
oke. i'm not going to continue this one. cause i think my past is really really painful.
but this guy is really friendly. such a good friend. good to be a friend, good to be brother. and also good to be an enemy. joke.
honestly just him that always can kill my boredom, can understand what i'm feel.
that's all.
he's really good friend. i love you god that already give me such a good friend. and give me him to forget my past.
thanks. :)
love,
Joanna
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Jumat, 12 November 2010
i tired of hoping
doing something stupid in my life. HOPING.
i hate hoping too much. cause the end of hoping just pain. a ton of pains.
i feel so sick of it.
sometimes i think life is not fair.
what other people want, they get it. but me? just hoping all day, but what i get?
NOTHING.
yeah. dear god, i just want my life is full of happiness like before. just that. like 2 years ago i mean.
i know i can't go back to the past and change everything.
but please god, i just need feel happy. that's all i need.
but i will still hoping. no matter what. maybe it's not the time.
but i believe the time will come soon.
i believe :)
love,
Joanna
i hate hoping too much. cause the end of hoping just pain. a ton of pains.
i feel so sick of it.
sometimes i think life is not fair.
what other people want, they get it. but me? just hoping all day, but what i get?
NOTHING.
yeah. dear god, i just want my life is full of happiness like before. just that. like 2 years ago i mean.
i know i can't go back to the past and change everything.
but please god, i just need feel happy. that's all i need.
but i will still hoping. no matter what. maybe it's not the time.
but i believe the time will come soon.
i believe :)
love,
Joanna
Rabu, 10 November 2010
sometimes school's better than home
yeah, you know what i mean. or maybe you feel the same like what i feel.
i didn't know what i have to do , my parents and all my family always judge me.
everything i do always wrong. Home = Hell .
everyday i wish that i could out from medan as soon as possible.
but it's just a dream i think. cause i'm just 15 years old. and still at junior high school.
yeah.. in other way, most of people think in my age, i can do nothing. but i think they are wrong.
i can earn money if want to. yeah. although not too much, but i can save it up for my future.
just study didn't make anything if we don't work hard.
i hate being like this. *sigh
oke. just forget about it. and i want to tell ya about today. today was nice. i met my friends, laugh , talk and many more.
how about you? kinda know me more? just follow my twitter. @JoannaGoslim
well, by the way. my twitter couldn't sign in on my blackberry. i dont know why. but it's doesn't work.
i tried to reinstall it. but it's useless. stupid twitter.
love,
Joanna
i didn't know what i have to do , my parents and all my family always judge me.
everything i do always wrong. Home = Hell .
everyday i wish that i could out from medan as soon as possible.
but it's just a dream i think. cause i'm just 15 years old. and still at junior high school.
yeah.. in other way, most of people think in my age, i can do nothing. but i think they are wrong.
i can earn money if want to. yeah. although not too much, but i can save it up for my future.
just study didn't make anything if we don't work hard.
i hate being like this. *sigh
oke. just forget about it. and i want to tell ya about today. today was nice. i met my friends, laugh , talk and many more.
how about you? kinda know me more? just follow my twitter. @JoannaGoslim
well, by the way. my twitter couldn't sign in on my blackberry. i dont know why. but it's doesn't work.
i tried to reinstall it. but it's useless. stupid twitter.
love,
Joanna
Selasa, 09 November 2010
fairy odd parents
heyy. do you remember who they are??
yeah. they are timmy, wanda . and cosmoo.
The Fairly OddParents is a story about the adventures of Timmy Turner, who is granted fairy godparents named Cosmo and Wanda.
Timmy Turner is a 10-year-old boy who lives in the town of Dimmsdale with his dim-witted parents. His life is constantly miserable, due to the fact that his parents are rarely home and he is babysat by Vicky, a 16 year old torturous babysitter, he is bullied daily, and is also tortured by his teacher. But everything changes when he receives two fairy godparents: Cosmo and Wanda, and later their son, Poof. Timmy learns that his fairy godparents are capable of granting him any wish he wants within certain limits. However, Timmy's immature nature causes him to sometimes ask for wishes that unintentionally result in disaster, and he and his fairy godparents (and fairy godbrother) must find a way to "unwish" the wish.
Over the course of the series, Timmy also makes many enemies. At the beginning, Vicky was a main, and apparently only, antagonist, as the series progressed, however, more villains were added. For example, his teacher, Mr. Crocker, firmly believes in fairy godparents and has been searching for them for a very long time, suspecting that Timmy has fairy godparents. He is dangerous to Timmy because according to "Da Rules", a large rulebook that defines what children can and cannot wish for and how fairy godparents must behave, if the child reveals that he has fairies, or if someone discovers their fairies, he will lose his fairies forever. At his school, he is often bullied by Francis, a miserable kid who claims to be the toughest kid in school. Jorgen Von Strangle, an enormous and tough fairy with a German accent, often described like Arnold Schwarzenegger, personally dislikes Timmy and his fairies. Although, in "Teeth for Two" he states Cosmo and Wanda are his closest friends, claiming he punches many others.
now these are some picture of them. enjoy :)
Monday and tuesday.
Monday -8 november 2010
my grandma was home. came back from penang.
i was so happy. so i visited her house on monday.
yeah. i mean, she is sick now. she has tumor in her brain.
as her grandchild, i'm so worry about her.
but one thing that can really make me smile just when she called my name .
i guess she would forget my name . but exactly im wrong.
after that mom and i went home , and dad drove us.
so after that i hit my bed. and sleep until the sun was rise in the next morning.
Tuesday or i mean today -9 november 2010
today was great, but of course with a lot of tuiton.
hehe. today i shared my secret to my besties. yeah.
about someone that really really help me to forget about him. you know who.
they was shocked. they don't trust me it will be work. but let us see.
but let me tell ya. i'm not in love with this guy. but i think he's such a good friend. or maybe bestfriend. but i don't know if maybe yeah. one day he will be my emmm. you know what i mean la. haha.
forget about it. so now i'm sitting in front of my computer and typing stupid .
i haven't took a bath yet. smell good huh?
haha.
maybe enough for today.
bye.
love,
Joanna <3
my grandma was home. came back from penang.
i was so happy. so i visited her house on monday.
yeah. i mean, she is sick now. she has tumor in her brain.
as her grandchild, i'm so worry about her.
but one thing that can really make me smile just when she called my name .
i guess she would forget my name . but exactly im wrong.
after that mom and i went home , and dad drove us.
so after that i hit my bed. and sleep until the sun was rise in the next morning.
Tuesday or i mean today -9 november 2010
today was great, but of course with a lot of tuiton.
hehe. today i shared my secret to my besties. yeah.
about someone that really really help me to forget about him. you know who.
they was shocked. they don't trust me it will be work. but let us see.
but let me tell ya. i'm not in love with this guy. but i think he's such a good friend. or maybe bestfriend. but i don't know if maybe yeah. one day he will be my emmm. you know what i mean la. haha.
forget about it. so now i'm sitting in front of my computer and typing stupid .
i haven't took a bath yet. smell good huh?
haha.
maybe enough for today.
bye.
love,
Joanna <3
Minggu, 07 November 2010
if i were ...
If I were a month, I’d be september
If I were a day of the week, I’d be friday
If I were a time of day, I’d be 12:00 PM
If I were a planet, I’d be earth
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Fish
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a big bed
If I were a liquid, I’d be Water
If I were a tree, I’d be an Christmas Tree
If I were a flower, I’d be a red rose
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Violin
If I were a color, I’d be yellow
If I were a fruit, I’d be a apple
If I were a sound, I’d be classic
If I were an element, I’d be Soil
If I were a food, I’d be a candy
If I were a place, I’d be france
If I were a taste, I’d taste like chocolate
If I were a scent, I’d be Body Shop's White Musk
If I were an animal, I’d be a Fish
If I were an object, I’d be a diary book
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes
If I were a song, I’d be never say never - Justin bieber
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be pinky flat shoes
If I were a day of the week, I’d be friday
If I were a time of day, I’d be 12:00 PM
If I were a planet, I’d be earth
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Fish
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a big bed
If I were a liquid, I’d be Water
If I were a tree, I’d be an Christmas Tree
If I were a flower, I’d be a red rose
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Violin
If I were a color, I’d be yellow
If I were a fruit, I’d be a apple
If I were a sound, I’d be classic
If I were an element, I’d be Soil
If I were a food, I’d be a candy
If I were a place, I’d be france
If I were a taste, I’d taste like chocolate
If I were a scent, I’d be Body Shop's White Musk
If I were an animal, I’d be a Fish
If I were an object, I’d be a diary book
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes
If I were a song, I’d be never say never - Justin bieber
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be pinky flat shoes
Sabtu, 06 November 2010
Morning Sunday
hello buddies.
here i am again. writing to all of you :)
i've just woke up. with super super silly hair on my head.
i'm haven't take a bath yet.
i planned to doing my super bored homework that given by Mr.rogen.
argh. really, i hate school. i mean. i just hate the homework and examination.
so, maybe it's time to me to say bye.
alright then, i gonna update some more later. stay tune :) :)
here i am again. writing to all of you :)
i've just woke up. with super super silly hair on my head.
i'm haven't take a bath yet.
i planned to doing my super bored homework that given by Mr.rogen.
argh. really, i hate school. i mean. i just hate the homework and examination.
so, maybe it's time to me to say bye.
alright then, i gonna update some more later. stay tune :) :)
Braces and life
sorry readers, im too busy nowadays.
that's why a didnt update my bloggie.
today i would like to tell ya about my braces.
sounds good right?
i started to using braces 3 days ago.
it's a little bit hurt but not too bad.
it's look pretty cute on me, *i think *
okee.
now changes the topic, my exam just ended a few days ago. but i gonna have my next exam next month. it's such my nightmare. i dont like exam. i think a ton of homework better than exam. i hate exam. it's nonsense. cause everything we memorize just for the score. after exam ended. we forget about what we learn. anddd so how was your day today? i hope you had a good day same as i had.
okee. it's time to me to go now. i gonna take a bath. maybe i will feel more fresh after it. soo. see yaa. stay tune guys :)
i will update more. :)
that's why a didnt update my bloggie.
today i would like to tell ya about my braces.
sounds good right?
i started to using braces 3 days ago.
it's a little bit hurt but not too bad.
it's look pretty cute on me, *i think *
okee.
now changes the topic, my exam just ended a few days ago. but i gonna have my next exam next month. it's such my nightmare. i dont like exam. i think a ton of homework better than exam. i hate exam. it's nonsense. cause everything we memorize just for the score. after exam ended. we forget about what we learn. anddd so how was your day today? i hope you had a good day same as i had.
okee. it's time to me to go now. i gonna take a bath. maybe i will feel more fresh after it. soo. see yaa. stay tune guys :)
i will update more. :)
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