new year is coming up

sorry because it has been a long long time that i never updated my blog (:
new year is coming up. yes, so many wishes that can never be told.

wishes in my life :

1. i want people around me life happily
2. my parents have a good health
3. i get polaroid
4. i wish my hair could be fabulous one day
5. i can move to somewhere and it should be fantastic place
6. i wish someone will know that i care about him
7. i wish i'm awesome hahaha
and many moree

so how about yours?? (:

love
-Joanna

100 things about me ( Re-post )

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. Last beverage: Mineral Water
2. Last phone call : my sister , kiki
3. Last text message: steven wijaya
4. Last song you listened to : lady gaga- poker face
5. Last time you cried: i forget

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: absolutely yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never had a kiss
9. Lost someone special: yes, 2 years ago
10. Been depressed: almost everyday
11. Been drunk and threw up: never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. white
13. yellow
14. pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yes ! of course.
16. Fallen out of love: idk with my feeling
17. Laughed until you cried: ever, twice maybe?
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah. (:
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no (:
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NO
22. How many people on your friends list do you know: idk
23. How many kids do you want?: idk
24. Do you have any pets: no. but i want to have one.
25. Do you want to change your name: NO
26. What did you do for your last birthday: make a wish (:
27. What time did you wake up today: 7 i'm almost late for school.
28. What were you doing at midnight: sharing on twitter
29. Name something you can't wait for: new school? senior high?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: i'm looking for her (:

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my past
32. eyes color: black
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tommy?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: him
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, twitter, blogger
36. Whats your real name: Joanna goslim
37. Nicknames: JoJo
38. Relationship Status: single prefect
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary school: HK
42. Secondary school: HK
43. High school/college/university?: idk . but maybe i'll move to sutomo 1 next year (:
44. Hair color: black
45. Long or short: long

46. Height: 158
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes and he's the one :)
48: What do you like about yourself?: everything. (:
49. Piercings: nope
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: never
54. First best friend: tommy
55. First sport you joined: no
56. First vacation: jakarta
58. First pair of trainers: never

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: no
60. Drinking:no
61. I'm about to: reply his chat
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: someone's text

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: idk.
65. Get Married?: not really
66. Career?: yes!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses : both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: huh?
73. Sensitive or loud: loud!
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a strange : no!
77. Drank hard liquor: no!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no!
80. Broken someone's heart: I guess yes.
83. Turned someone down: maybe
84. Cried when someone died: im not remember
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes !
87. Miracles: yes i do
88. Love at first sight : yes i do
89. Heaven: yesssss
90. Santa Claus: no, i dont
91. Kiss on the first date: no!
92. Angels: maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never
95. Did you sing today?: yes. i was singing justin bieber's song
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: YES YES YEEESSSS
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : 2 years ago
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: idk
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes, sometimes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: YES (: (:

sorry for a long time. i know you miss me

omg, it has been a long time that i'm not updating my blog.
sorry peeps.
i have just finished my examination. yeahh.
not too bad, i can past it perfectly. (:
and then me and others made a party.
having fun, telling a joke, talking each other, cooking, singing, playing.
really really a lot of fun i got. (:

oke, that's all. by the way people. do you mind to follow my twitter? @JoannaGoslim
thank's :*

i hate junior high school life

everything is terrible. my life. my school.
i want to leave my life as soon as possible.
i have planned that i will move from this fcuking school.
my school just like graveyard for me.
my friends? just a few of them that can be trust. others? no way.
i hate those people that can't keep their mouth shut up.
oh god, can you make time move faster? i want to change my life. leave the old me. and be my new me.
that's it.
anyway, my final examination is coming up.
i'm not ready of course. maybe i will start study tonight.
wish me luck then. your single wish, really help me :)
and about my friend, him. you know who. if you dont. read my previous post.
you will know who is he. :)
i'm not really hoping. but just him that help me to do something with cold mind.
really cheer me up. for him, i just want to say. thanks for being such good friend.
:)



love,
Joanna

Love is ?

Happiness, Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.

Wonder, where is love, there is wonder

Dream, love is just like a dream. that make people never want to wake up from their sleep.

Life, no love no life. do you think so? hmm

illusion , sometime love is just illusion, . i mean, when we realized that's love is just illusion. we start to cry and get hurt.

Hope, when you hope , you start to dream.

Everything , because of love, you give your everything. just for love.

Just word, easy to say. hard to be proved.

Drug, when you get hurt, you need love to fix your heart :)

Pain, love is pain. get hurt and cry. fall in love. get hurt and cry. again again.

Nothing, love is nothing without YOU



love,
Joanna

sunday night

i'm sitting in front of my laptop
writing to all of you
kinda bored, so i guess maybe blogging can help me to kill the boredom. :)
tomorrow i will start my day with smile. (yeah.. if i can, i try huh)
oke.
to the point aja ya. haha
tonight i wanna share about someone. yeah. not my boyfriend or what.
just my friend. he is nice. a kind of really really talkactive person.
intelligent? i guess not really . but that's why i love to chat with him.
maybe only him can make me laugh to tears now.
but i feel something different, i mean , i just like go back to the past and doing something same with someone different.
like 2 years ago. with you know who.
oke. i'm not going to continue this one. cause i think my past is really really painful.
but this guy is really friendly. such a good friend. good to be a friend, good to be brother. and also good to be an enemy. joke.
honestly just him that always can kill my boredom, can understand what i'm feel.
that's all.
he's really good friend. i love you god that already give me such a good friend. and give me him to forget my past.
thanks. :)


love,
Joanna

idk

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i tired of hoping

doing something stupid in my life. HOPING.
i hate hoping too much. cause the end of hoping just pain. a ton of pains.
i feel so sick of it.
sometimes i think life is not fair.
what other people want, they get it. but me? just hoping all day, but what i get?
NOTHING.
yeah. dear god, i just want my life is full of happiness like before. just that. like 2 years ago i mean.
i know i can't go back to the past and change everything.
but please god, i just need feel happy. that's all i need.
but i will still hoping. no matter what. maybe it's not the time.
but i believe the time will come soon.
i believe :)




love,
Joanna

sometimes school's better than home

yeah, you know what i mean. or maybe you feel the same like what i feel.
i didn't know what i have to do , my parents and all my family always judge me.
everything i do always wrong. Home = Hell .

everyday i wish that i could out from medan as soon as possible.
but it's just a dream i think. cause i'm just 15 years old. and still at junior high school.
yeah.. in other way, most of people think in my age, i can do nothing. but i think they are wrong.
i can earn money if want to. yeah. although not too much, but i can save it up for my future.
just study didn't make anything if we don't work hard.

i hate being like this. *sigh
oke. just forget about it. and i want to tell ya about today. today was nice. i met my friends, laugh , talk and many more.
how about you? kinda know me more? just follow my twitter. @JoannaGoslim
well, by the way. my twitter couldn't sign in on my blackberry. i dont know why. but it's doesn't work.
i tried to reinstall it. but it's useless. stupid twitter.




love,
Joanna

fairy odd parents

heyy. do you remember who they are??

yeah. they are timmy, wanda . and cosmoo.
The Fairly OddParents is a story about the adventures of Timmy Turner, who is granted fairy godparents named Cosmo and Wanda.

Timmy Turner is a 10-year-old boy who lives in the town of Dimmsdale with his dim-witted parents. His life is constantly miserable, due to the fact that his parents are rarely home and he is babysat by Vicky, a 16 year old torturous babysitter, he is bullied daily, and is also tortured by his teacher. But everything changes when he receives two fairy godparents: Cosmo and Wanda, and later their son, Poof. Timmy learns that his fairy godparents are capable of granting him any wish he wants within certain limits. However, Timmy's immature nature causes him to sometimes ask for wishes that unintentionally result in disaster, and he and his fairy godparents (and fairy godbrother) must find a way to "unwish" the wish.

Over the course of the series, Timmy also makes many enemies. At the beginning, Vicky was a main, and apparently only, antagonist, as the series progressed, however, more villains were added. For example, his teacher, Mr. Crocker, firmly believes in fairy godparents and has been searching for them for a very long time, suspecting that Timmy has fairy godparents. He is dangerous to Timmy because according to "Da Rules", a large rulebook that defines what children can and cannot wish for and how fairy godparents must behave, if the child reveals that he has fairies, or if someone discovers their fairies, he will lose his fairies forever. At his school, he is often bullied by Francis, a miserable kid who claims to be the toughest kid in school. Jorgen Von Strangle, an enormous and tough fairy with a German accent, often described like Arnold Schwarzenegger, personally dislikes Timmy and his fairies. Although, in "Teeth for Two" he states Cosmo and Wanda are his closest friends, claiming he punches many others.

now these are some picture of them. enjoy :)

Monday and tuesday.

Monday -8 november 2010

my grandma was home. came back from penang.
i was so happy. so i visited her house on monday.
yeah. i mean, she is sick now. she has tumor in her brain.
as her grandchild, i'm so worry about her.
but one thing that can really make me smile just when she called my name .
i guess she would forget my name . but exactly im wrong.
after that mom and i went home , and dad drove us.
so after that i hit my bed. and sleep until the sun was rise in the next morning.

Tuesday or i mean today -9 november 2010

today was great, but of course with a lot of tuiton.
hehe. today i shared my secret to my besties. yeah.
about someone that really really help me to forget about him. you know who.
they was shocked. they don't trust me it will be work. but let us see.
but let me tell ya. i'm not in love with this guy. but i think he's such a good friend. or maybe bestfriend. but i don't know if maybe yeah. one day he will be my emmm. you know what i mean la. haha.
forget about it. so now i'm sitting in front of my computer and typing stupid .
i haven't took a bath yet. smell good huh?
haha.
maybe enough for today.
bye.


love,
Joanna <3

if i were ...

If I were a month, I’d be september
If I were a day of the week, I’d be friday
If I were a time of day, I’d be 12:00 PM
If I were a planet, I’d be earth
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Fish
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a big bed
If I were a liquid, I’d be Water
If I were a tree, I’d be an Christmas Tree
If I were a flower, I’d be a red rose
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Violin
If I were a color, I’d be yellow
If I were a fruit, I’d be a apple
If I were a sound, I’d be classic
If I were an element, I’d be Soil
If I were a food, I’d be a candy
If I were a place, I’d be france
If I were a taste, I’d taste like chocolate
If I were a scent, I’d be Body Shop's White Musk
If I were an animal, I’d be a Fish
If I were an object, I’d be a diary book
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes
If I were a song, I’d be never say never - Justin bieber
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be pinky flat shoes

Things and life

Morning Sunday

hello buddies.
here i am again. writing to all of you :)
i've just woke up. with super super silly hair on my head.
i'm haven't take a bath yet.
i planned to doing my super bored homework that given by Mr.rogen.
argh. really, i hate school. i mean. i just hate the homework and examination.
so, maybe it's time to me to say bye.


alright then, i gonna update some more later. stay tune :) :)

Braces and life

sorry readers, im too busy nowadays.
that's why a didnt update my bloggie.
today i would like to tell ya about my braces.
sounds good right?
i started to using braces 3 days ago.
it's a little bit hurt but not too bad.
it's look pretty cute on me, *i think *
okee.
now changes the topic, my exam just ended a few days ago. but i gonna have my next exam next month. it's such my nightmare. i dont like exam. i think a ton of homework better than exam. i hate exam. it's nonsense. cause everything we memorize just for the score. after exam ended. we forget about what we learn. anddd so how was your day today? i hope you had a good day same as i had.
okee. it's time to me to go now. i gonna take a bath. maybe i will feel more fresh after it. soo. see yaa. stay tune guys :)
i will update more. :)

Meanings of flowers

1. almond blossom

Symbolizing hope, Delicacy, Sweetness

2. aster
Symbolizing love, Delicacy



3. baby's breath
Purity of heart, Innocence

4. Blue Bell
Gratitude, Constancy, Humility

5. Jasmine ( Indian )
Love, Attachment
6. Lily
Purity of heart, Majesty and Honor
7. red rose
Passion, Love

P.S i love this kind of flowers. they have their own meaning. that describe my love story :)

sunday again

hello guys.
yeahh.
today was a super day.i just home alone.
yeyyyy
nobody can distrub me even you:)
today, i'm planning to watch dvd.
but still choosing both of this movies. which one do you think better?
a nightmare on elm street or 3 idiots.
i bought this DVDs 2 months ago. but i didn't watch it yet
i was too busy. from monday until saturday i had to have some tuitions, after school.
yeah, forget about that. so what movie do you think better?
hey, i will update more and more soon .
i'll be right back.
sorry for the broken grammar.
i don't very good at grammar actually.
but i keep trying on it :)

byeeee :)

kinda busy nowadays :(

hello readers!
how's day?
i was so busy yesterday.
so i couldn't updated my blog.
sorry


well, anyway. about him. 4 days already i not chat with him
yeah. something strange. but i'm ok now.
maybe the best way for me is to be single until i graduate.
yeah.
better and better.
cannot update more. but i promise will back very soon to update more.
sorry readers. i'm so busy now.
wanna go take a bath. and doing my homework as soon as possible. seriously !
byeee
see yaa

Happy Independence Day guyss :)

start this day with big big smile guys.
hahaha
i was so happy today.
you know, i won 2 chalices.
1st rank for english speech
and 1st rank poetry reading competition :)
i was shocked.
hahaha
happy to the max :)

so, i went to thamrin plaza then.
eaten fried rice with fried chicken.
yummy
haha
so? how was your day guys?
oh gosh,, i just remember that i have english homework.
i must do it now.
so see ya guys.
will update more soon
once again happy independence day :)

a boring sunday and the troublemaker

what a boring sunday.
just stayed at hum and do nothing.
well, my cousin. call him harry.
such a nightmare for me.
but anyway.
he's chubby.
just primary 2 now. but his weight is 35kg.
haha. he's not too tall. bantet.
he's eating lot.
eating is his talent. and he stole everything.
my tv,handphone,laptop.
so i couldn't watch my sinchan this morning. after i wait for a week. because of 1 little gina.
huhhh



well, i'm so sleepy now. want to hit my bed.
see yaa
i'll update more soon :)

boredom

yeahh. idk what to do.

anyway. i will turning to 15 on september 24..

heyhooo..

can't wait for that :)

#birthday wish

your love

i do and really love you , S !

if i had to choose between breathing and loving you .

i would use my last breath to tell you , i love you :)

I try to not chat with him

hey bloggers..
try to not chat with him..
yeah. it's really difficult to me.
but i have to try.

okey. today physics test result not to bad.
i had no study before the test.
yeahh.. a little cheat during the test.
but only 1 question. and it's not the difficult one.
ahha
i got 90 :)

well, i will have my real examination on august 31.
i can't stand of it :(
so, wish me luck for remain the exam,okey ?

my blog new layout :)

so damn cute i think.
i do love pink.
i do love flower.
i do !! :D

i love you

I should stop wondering how your supersize charm could make me fall for you, how your adorable smile could light up the darkest and the deepest part of my heart, how your warm embrace could make me feel safe, even safer when you hold me tighter, how your beautiful soul successfully encourage me to a better person, how your big hands could make me feel like ‘anything’s fine’ when you holding mine, and how your soothing body scent still lingering in my mind.
Then i should always wonder why i just can't beat the fact that i do, i did, and i will always be in love with you..

missing you

oh my god. it wouldnt be easy to me that i had to accept the reality that you are always stay away from me.
i know this not the time to tell my feel.
or maybe this feeling will never be told.
i dont know.
i may miss your smile.
i may feel so lost sometimes.
i may miss your way of talking.
I'm just afraid to admit that I love you and the fact is that I do. How can I lie to myself? All this time, I love you. All those jokes and laugh, the way he called me jin,bekicot.
Geeeeeez whyyy is this happening?!?! i love you too much. i always wish to be with him. i miss him. so sad :(

the lady-luck is not belong to me today

aaaaaaa!
so bad for today.
just can type a little for today.
so sorry
im not in good mood now :(